Sometimes, the hardest of answers come from the simplest of questions:

What does your heart truly desire

and what are you willing to give for it?

Bored

I'm just so bored of life...

Everything just seems to be planned out already, and I'm just going through all of it just because.

The pains, the joys, the bitterness, the happiness, oh everything and it just cycles over again, and again, and again, and again till that supposed timing where God will come back.

Well, since I already kinda figured out life's gonna be like that, why don't you just get to the bringing me home part?

What will it take for me to go home?

When does a person go back home God, when?

Sometimes, I miss who I was...

Reading the posts off my old blog brought back a lot of memories - memories that could bring me immense joy and also those that made me shiver in shame and disappointment.

But man, when I look at all of that in light of what God has done for me, in His grand plan of salvation, man... Am I so so soooo blessed.

For all the hurt and pain I've caused,
For all the right and good that I have done,
For all that the good Lord has used me to accomplished,
I stand back and marvel in awe, speechless.

I thank the Lord for not destroying who I am, but for redeeming me so that I may use whatever He has given me to enjoy Him!

To enjoy His promises, to enjoy His challenges, to enjoy His teachings and to enjoy all that He throws at me in this lifetime.

Thank You God,
For Grace to see and to live in the consciousness of Your reality.
Thank You God,
For assurance and bliss in the grand plan of salvation.
Thank You God,
Just thank you.