We all want to be loved by somebody, to matter and to be needed. This is a reality that we can't deny.
Be it to find attention from our parents, connection with our friends or affection from BGRs, we all want to be important to somebody around us.

But what seems harmless, can actually bring more hurt and pain to us when not dealt with sensitively and objectively. Have we paused to ask, to who's expense do we carry on to search for this love among people till we're satisfied?

Don't let your need for love blind your sense of objectivity. Cos sometimes, sorry just aint good enough one's the damage has been done.

Sometimes, we cry to find ourselves. We cry to remember, who we are and how we were made to be.

I don't know why, but at that moment of time, that just seemed like the right thing to do. No, it wasn't about work-stress, neither was it about a girl, but it just felt like something just wasn't right in the world.

Such is the consequence of sin in the world. The corruption and the devastation of a fallen world. When life was meant to be lived fully for, by and with the Creator, we have been taken by our own shame to live for ourselves.

¹⁸ The wrath of God is being revealed from heaven against all the godlessness and wickedness of people, who suppress the truth by their wickedness Romans 1:18


Over the past few weeks, while I was serving and playing alongside my fellow brothers and sisters, I felt a silent yet overwhelming sense of joy. It was quiet, that it allowed my soul to rest in its' sweetness and yet, it filled my entire bones and made me quiver with excitement. What was next? What would come? How more will this life bring us time, to experience God's goodness and grace in our lives.


I see it now, the day when my Father returns. The day when all things wrong will be made right and where pain and suffering will be but a thing of the past. The day, where I can look my God in the eyes and not have a care in the world, for I'll be able to love Him fully and unreservedly. 


The day, where I can see my brothers and sisters for eternity, and spend the rest of it worshipping and praising the One who created us all.


I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent. Luke 15:7

Indeed, we can find love in a seemingly hopeless place, 

for the Hope of eternity has come down to earth.