So Alive

I fear going back to school... I don't want to go back.
Why?
I... Don't want to lose myself... It's so easy to just caught up in all the different things in life and forget... Forget God.
I know I am to honour God in my life, my whole life, with all I am, with who I am, with what I say and even with what I do. That I continue to be His light that shines for man to see His glory, that even as I undertake projects and group work, I'll continue to share His love with the people around me. But, it just seems so hard... So hard to do the things I want to do, to only live my life for Him. But living my life for Him I know, is not just hiding behind doing Christian things for Christian people. That's not how God created us to live. He created us, to recognise that there indeed, is more to this life, in life itself. I am not of the world but yet, I am still in the world.

Oh Father, oh God,


Let my walk speak loud
And my words be true
Let my life be whole
With my eyes on you
Lord I'm stepping out
From the comfort zone
Letting go of me,
Holding onto You

Freedom comes
When I call You Lord
You are Lord my God

You are the centre of it all,
The universe declares in awe
Your majesty
I surrender all
I make you
The centre of my life
Lord, I respond with all I am
you placed in me the song
Of heavens melody
Your Majesty
I live to sing Your song

I have found Your peace
It replaces any fear
You have done it all
I can trust in you
So I'm stepping out
From the comfort zone
Letting go of me
Holding onto you

This is your song not mine
It is your song that bring healing to this land
This is your song not mine
It is your song that brings feedom
Freedom comes, when I call you Lord
Freedom comes, when I call you Lord
You are Lord, my God
You are the song
You are the majesty
I live to sing your song
Your majesty
I live to sing Your song